Today. Yes today.

I completed the last written paper of my final exam for Bachelor of Dental Surgeon (yes I have to write the full title, after 5 years of study it is mandatory to write the whole thing), but that's if I pass the exam.

Surprisingly the preparation was not as torturing as I thought it would be.See, my friend and I decided to start preparing for final paper once we finished celebrating New Year, and there was Dental Dinner, and then there was clinical quota war. I ended up preparing for my exam.. 3 weeks ago.
And if I don't pass my exam, we all know the reason, pretty clear.

Back to study break, it was fun. Jeannette and I had fun pretending we were in Paris; and there was my daily coffee with Sex and The City time (boy I ended up finishing 30 plus episodes in 2 weeks, don't you dare holding this against me);every day I dressed up nicely to library, just to see how neanderthal other people were, with the facial hair and sad faces. People, I cannot stress this enough, looking good on the outside will definitely helps you build up better study spirit and confidence, you only need 10 minutes in the morning to feel better for the rest of the day, it is a good investment in critical time like this. Don't look all pathetic and miserable when you study, your textbooks will never like you, the feeling is mutual.

Ok I am going to enjoy my week before preparing for practical exam and case presentation. Have fun!

We grow up

This is the best part, all the things that you dreamed of becoming, they came true. After surviving/or halfway through this impossible journey of turning into youth, tell yourself you deserve it, all of it. It may not be glorious, but we have tried our best to take whatever we were given, and slowly figured things out. Some people are being extraordinary slow in the process and but it's alright, you'll get there.

Painful? Yes.
Joy? May be.

But a love without pain is the kind of love that doesn't worth having. Hold your courage and expand it, walk out from the cliche, bring yourself back to the origin, the most exciting and challenging of all, the love for yourself.