Will I get into all those things that I just mentioned? May be, may be not.
In the beginning of my final year I made a decision to change things a little, not because I need material to talk about over reunion dinner with high school friends and steal all the attention to myself, I need to simply change a little.
A good change or a bad change? Honestly I don't think one can justify it.
We change, your breakfast or underwear or facebook profile picture, because we think the new one will suit us more, although it's bound to meet colourful comments from the audience.
Who says it has to be brighter? May be changing into a worse shape will help you tremendously in finding whatever you are looking for in many unexpected ways. Self-improvement is not the only bitch who wants to help alright.
Be arrogant, be an ass, go talk behind people back, bitch slap your bf's ex, it's acceptable.
Be caring, be a helpful person, offer your face when somebody needs to scratch something.
And when we're all done with that, find a stronger direction to morph into, the neutral zone. Because at some point we have to believe the beauty of our flaws, we will always be a partially-broken-not-quite-formed person. And there is nothing wrong with that.
