Sunday, October 17, 2010

I find myself terribly gauche

How I wish I were him

Since the frequency of me gnawing my day off by facebooking is getting higher and higher.
Not to mention the butt shape stain left on my chair.
The weather's been so crazy and I barely move my ass.
Despite the fact that everyone is hanging out with everyone it doesn't pull me out from my alone-yet-not-lonely imaginary world.
This debilitating lifestyle I'm leading isn't healthy.


Friends like to tell me their stories.
Well I'm everybody's confidant I know.
Okay now you have a problem with that statement. Don't give me that look.


"If I want to play with you the
n I'll bring you to cemetery and watch Psycho there. And if I don't want to fuck around with you, then I guess I'll smash your ass when you try to high five me."

I answered my friend callously when he told me all his kindergarten friendship problems that he 's been dealing with.
That is my solution.

Asshole.I know.I am.

My dad always asked me to make friends with everyone.
Who knows you might need them one day.
Oh well I don't think I will live that long on earth.
Come on cancer is everywhere nowadays. Plus that Superbacteria already started building up its fame.
Why bother smiling to people that you don't want to hang out with?
Just tell them there is always some other nicer people who will appreciate them.
And if I really have problem next time then I'll suck it up.


At least I'm a nano better than those who told me every single bad thing about the other human whom you give him your fake sweet grin every morning.
What a contumely huh.

This is not a piece of paradigm that would promise you a better life.
Just my another shit that refused to come out from my anal.

Bastard.I know.I am.

Let me be nice for once.
Blake Lively! The temperature outside is nothing.



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