You knew you are wrong

I tried to peek at her answer when invigilator was collecting other answer booklets.
Then she covered her answer sheet.
Like how Tom Cruise protected his daughter from being caught by paparazzi's lens.

(Yes I cheated in exam)

I can tell from some people faces whom I told them about my failure, that they actually think that is selfishness.

I hit myself with deep remorse on the toilet bowl.

What's wrong with you clement?
Her obedience to the rule is misinterpreted as a kind of cruelty.
Her behavior is misunderstood as abnormality.
Then what are you?


Silence.
Rumination.

Well whatever is past belongs to past.
Exam DOES make everything looks prettier.
And I am so ugly.

That was a night HuiLing and I hung out at the clock tower there talking for 1 hour.
We were too stressed out because of the exam.
Sitting at the bench and did some chatting, staring at the the frosty firmament and luminous stars, led me to a fact that I haven't been so close to the nightly nature for a period of time.

The brisk breeze made me felt like dancing.

Damn you internet.

7am.
I saw bunch of future leaders walked to cafe.
Air in the dawn was cold.
It was strange to actually feel the moisture in SP recently.
Clusters of crimson flowers formed the canopy at the top of trees.
That was..beautiful. Mesmerizing.

7pm.
I saw security guards ran back home.
Yes they RAN.
They jumped on the benches, they hit the other's ass, they talked in the language which I don't understand.
They just seemed so exhilarated. Everyday.
They smiled to me.
I guessed that was their way to wish me good luck.

I like the smell of ironing. It smells like..fashion.